Sunday, March 06, 2011

YOU DON'T LIKE ME!

This is the mantra whined through a geyser of tears when my 5 year old doesn't get her way. Through her sobbing, I can tell she really believes it. The question is, where would she come up with that? I lavish love and and attention upon her, but in those moments where I am not giving her exactly what she wants, she goes into self-pity mode.

Kinda sounds like someone else I know.

Me.

Yeah, I'll admit it. The thought has crossed my mind once or twice (or a hundred times, depending on the situation) when God doesn't answer my prayers the way I want. I remember that "God so loved the world," which includes me but only in the most generic sense--or so I think. I tend to forget all the gazillion other things He's done for me, things I haven't even asked for.

How crazy and immature is that? (Seriously, a rhetorical question--not the one I want you to answer. LOL!)

While we must work on our little one, to train her not to implode when she doesn't get her way, I've realized I have to be trained to. Thus, this season. The never-ending-I'm-sick-of-manna-crackers season.

Have you learned a powerful lesson about yourself through your kids, or through watching how others behave?

3 comments:

Joanne said...

It's amazing how seeing life through children has such clarity to it, with great parallels to our own experiences.

CJ said...

Sometimes, it's frightening to see myself mirrored in my girlies. Guess my mother's curse that I get one just like me came true. LOL

Betsy St. Amant said...

Little Miss teaches me so much about God, weekly it seems. I love that having children can show us as parents a whole new realm and depth of God's love and mercy for HIS kids :)

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